{"id":1341,"date":"2015-11-24T12:44:18","date_gmt":"2015-11-24T07:14:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/therunningsoul.com\/?p=1341"},"modified":"2015-11-24T12:46:09","modified_gmt":"2015-11-24T07:16:09","slug":"1341","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/therunningsoul.com\/2015\/11\/1341\/","title":{"rendered":"The age old Battle"},"content":{"rendered":"
This has been a strange year. I ran a lot of races and surprised myself. I ran Bangalore and Hyderabad without any expectations. And did reasonably well.
\nBut the upcoming race -in 5 days – ADHM 2015…
\nIn ADHM 2014 I got my coveted sub 2, effortlessly. I ran easy. Found my rhythm and flew. But I worry about this year. My training has neither been smooth nor consistent. Bad speed workouts. But good long runs. So I really don’t know what to expect. Yes. I have worked hard. But my mind, as usual, has worked harder.
\nCreating all these doubts.
\nMaking up stories.
\nMagnifying all my fears.<\/p>\n
Last Wednesday after a bad speed workout:
\nMe: I am not a fast runner.
\nRohan: Stop it. You cannot run because you are thinking like that. You are stuck in 2010. Wake up. Let go! It is 2015!! And you are fast. (Yes, I know it’s all relative!)
\nMe: speechless (for a change) !<\/p>\n
I have 5 days.
\n5 days to empty my head.
\n5 days to build my confidence.
\n5 days to find my strength.<\/p>\n
I am going to Delhi with a purpose.
\nTo run hard.
\nTo run strong.
\nTo run faster than I have ever run before.<\/p>\n
Yes, I know – PBs in Delhi are only valid in Delhi \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n
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